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Visual arts selections:

Poetry Selections:
Essay:
This selection of visual art and poetry pieces articulates themes which occur throughout life — namely the paradoxes/portals lying amongst the dimensions of ‘here and now,’ and in the border between mundane and universal imaginative spaces. My artwork is often inspired by the various planes of existence that we dream through in our day-to-day lives. We indulge in potentialities, weaving in and out of various lucidities to co-construct reality with one another. For example, my pieces “9th Dimension” and “10th Dimension” are explorative documentations of a recurring dream I had in 2020. Dreamscape demands a contemplation of interconnectedness — the space between ourselves and every other thing is fundamentally similar, existing within and beyond awareness.
Similarly, my piece “Our House” is a form and structure emerging from a loose watercolor wash wherein I attempt to literally draw out the feelings of home — an animate idea shared in our collective memories. Here, the loose colors of ‘house’ is the space which births the lines of ‘home,’ complementary yet self-transcendent. “Latent” more specifically explores the choreography of art-making. The piece’s name, and form, are reminiscent of the late-night energies it was created with. The process of creating this piece was a meditative dance, concretized in paint, bringing the ephemeral into the physical, acting as a portal in a way.
In “Breath,” I am reflecting on the collective pandemic trauma’s physicalization in space. The piece was inspired by the textures and forms of various cloth masks that I have — the two vertical lines represent both elastic ear-pieces on masks, and two socially distanced people — both of which are physically separated but vitally united in effort. A mouth-like liminality emerges as these two lines define and transcend boundaries between the internal and external, from the cellular to the societal.
As for the poems, “Fawning From Vitality,” is an exploration of temporalities. Reflecting on the smallness of the present in the grandiosity of existence, it is an attempt to cope with the fatigue of searching for meaning across temporal leaps and bounds. Likewise, “Refraction” is an exploration of spatiality. I wrote this poem on the subway, as my environment refracted into multiplicities of spatial existences of myself, and my fellow-train car passengers. Where the subway train becomes the ancient earthworm, I sifted through the desires and delusions that fill the gaps between ‘here’ and ‘there’ on these mundane paths — offering portals into imaginative infinities.

Live performance of group improvisation, repertoire, and solo self-choreographed work in Paris, France during the Barnard Dance in Paris Summer 2022 showcase.
2022, 22 pages




Space, Falling is a collaborative and improvisatory performance by Lily Selthofner and Gladstone Deluxe. The work is centered around the transposition of pattern and rhythm from the sonic onto the spatial and sensory, and the exploration of extra-logical geometries.
Performed on May 8, 2023
















Created April 2023
This project was made possible through the production and technical support of the Movement Lab in the Milstien Center of Barnard College.
Screened with live performance and installation as part of Performance Arts Course at the Undergraduate Arts Showcase in May 2023.
Disco Ball Funeral is a 7.5 minute film about the death of a romanticized, personified Disco Ball. A murder mystery, the process of uncovering the truth about Disco Ball’s death is emotionally chaotic, like any good funeral. Since his burial was improper, this piece serves as the synchreses of many different memorials that honor his life through sculpture, sound, movement, and ritual. In his physical absence, the film does not dote on his shiny aesthetics. Instead, the meaning of his life is captured through memories of Disco Ball shared in interviews, video footage of his funeral, and photographic memories from his life, alongside interpretive dance and narration that avenges his demise.
Disco Ball’s reflective and refractive nature, and his creative and connective reciprocity, guide the film’s thematic motifs that explore relationality. He is more than the sum of his audience of friends, through time-transcendent glimmers. Cliche filmmaking styles such as vlogging, public parodies, and collage are satirically employed to comment on humanity’s obsessive materiality and the cognitive dissonance of romantic idealism, particularly within patriarchal norms. Additionally, this piece is imbued with deeper meanings exploring loss, blame, insecurity, justice, closure, and memorialization through this emotionally charged mission to reckon with Disco Ball’s death, at the hands of male violence.