Afterlives (complete album)
Afterlives: An Album of Interviews, Poetry, Music, Dance, and Nature
Afterlives: An Album of Interviews, Poetry, Music, Dance, and Nature
All photographs are by Shannon Binns (@shannoneos80d on instagram)
Lido is a collection of short stories by Lily Selthofner.
Excerpts from Raphael and Giuseppe are featured in Acqua Alta
Acqua Alta show program booklet
Lido
by Lily Selthofner
I wallow in toxic waves and long for unswimmable waters. Always just out of reach, out of control – born in fruitless, putrid, knowing worlds. Unruly seas steer my boat, overboarding passengers into stormy depths. Treasured mysteries lie on my floors, asleep in the canal beds. I watch from above as you sink into my muddy secrets and count on my fingers until your ascent– hoping you can hold your breath long enough.
People meet eyes in different ways, exposing and obscuring. Ancestors creak the doors in our mind-homes, to peek between living blinks. We toss glances and smiles like dice onto the cobblestones of insignificance.
I change landscapes by keeping divine self promises. I leave trails of gold-thread infinity, wading with strangers in my waters through the seas which once drowned me.
Venezia Scalzo is a short Screendance film exploring perception, transformation, and emotion through poetry, movement, and music. Emerging from the sites, sounds, and feelings of Venice, Italy — Venezia Scalzo articulates expansive relations between environment and experience.
A series of eight poems, spoken in Italian with English subtitles, leads the viewer through imaginations and projections of introspective moments. Correlating, the dancer, called by many names, travels through a series of locations and identities in Venice, Italy, suffusing and lulling with water as a linguistic, corporeal, and reflective motif. Intimate and oceanic, Venezia Scalzo winds along Venetian canals through fleeting emotions, provokingly juxtaposed forms, and experiments of truth.
Venezia Scalzo makes manifest universal, atemporal, yet highly individualistic and subjective moments of complexity. Perception is re-birthed in the anticipation, process, and reflection of emotion, taking root in the entanglements of being. Simultaneously mundane and sacred, void and full, mortal and eternal, this film curates glimpses of imperfect, intersubjective knowings and unknowings. Leaning into the inner piers and porticos of each narrative ‘reality,’ Venezia Scalzo dips its toe into infinite possibility of sentience, of becoming. Returning to both human and superhuman narratives, circular, multidisciplinary storytellings bring objective and subjective into flow — sparking empathy and presentness amidst wild imaginative rawness.
The text begins and ends with the oceanic, godlike perspective, imbuing modernist grand narratives into every simple, yet undefinable, narrative within. Likewise, multidisciplinary forms, such as those of language (movement and spoken) and environment (site and sound), are used to reimagine ‘beautiful’ existence, calibrating explorations of positivity, negativity, and neutrality to bring a freshness to (super)human emotional experience. The beauty in Venezia Scalzo is modernist as transitive, contingent, and fleeting, is atemporal yet paradoxically redefined in each moment, implying that the audience’s own lives harbor the complex realities of beauty which co-create with our perception, of ourselves, time, and space.
Multidisciplinary artistic forms are used to generate discursive paradigms, playing with non committal yet encompassing theories. Venezia Scalzo relies on melodramatic elements, including a realist(ic) setting and highly dramatized characters, alongside incessant repetitions with slight variations, in both the poetry and choreography, to uncover the glitches of grandiosity of the everyday. If all verses are components of one character, the film dips into truthisms — having a documentary quality that romanticizes imperfect aspects of life, as in pink neorealism.
If each verse is a different person, as a name often suggests (especially in the natural landscape — for example ‘ocean’ and ‘lagoon’ being linguistically dis-animated and separated) — the film takes on a more melodramatic tone. More specifically, the only untranslated phrase is “mi chiama…” meaning “they call me.” While the linguistic forms wade through imaginations of identity, often using “I am” statements, names are still donned in unarticulated relations.
Adding to this dissonance, a lack of adherence to the gendered grammatical norms of the Italian language renders focus instead on sonic and phenomenological flow, as opposed to heteronormative forms. Subtle, supplemental queer undertones add an element of reclamation and liberation to the composite forms at play. Queer maxims are enmeshed into the film through the personal histories of audience members, altering and questioning perception.
Every component of the film harbors a stark, thrill intensity, intimately intertwined with the energies of primordial death, and by extension life. The dramatic, vulgar, words and movements look backwards, and inwards, into the fundamental maxims of existence, consistent across time and space. The sheer overwhelm of strained, grotesque movement, of religious and cultural symbols often dimensionally skewed, heavy use of body fluids, portray a vital flow of carefree, loving violence reminiscent of the disheveled scapigliatura style.
Overlaying all, a post-modernly intrusive authorship dawdles in uncertain, mundane, ambiguous unknowings, having a hermeneutic (but not inherently suspicious) relationship to the film’s modernist elements.
Venezia Scalzo leans into the paradoxes of postmodern reality and myth, wading in the inescapable circularity of both life and art. The film acknowledges the intricate futilities of its forms in the illogical, unintuitive connections between them. The odd combination of (a)synchreties makes glaringly visible the audience’s hand in deciphering meaning from the combinations. For example, sometimes the sound score can both add to, and overwhelm, the emotional content of the film. Likewise, temporal references are often of the past and/or the future, reimagining our relationship to reality through the film’s many starts and ends, peeking at un-shown worlds.
In all, Venezia Scalzo creatively engages with intersubjective selfhood amidst our present reality, shaped by life and art in past and future. The film leads the viewer through the perceptive, emotional journeys of the protagonist(s), and by extension the audience’s own unique relationship to reality, by articulating filmic glimpses of extreme specificity that are smoothly contextualized by a universal wholeness.
Visual arts selections:
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Essay:
This selection of visual art and poetry pieces articulates themes which occur throughout life — namely the paradoxes/portals lying amongst the dimensions of ‘here and now,’ and in the border between mundane and universal imaginative spaces. My artwork is often inspired by the various planes of existence that we dream through in our day-to-day lives. We indulge in potentialities, weaving in and out of various lucidities to co-construct reality with one another. For example, my pieces “9th Dimension” and “10th Dimension” are explorative documentations of a recurring dream I had in 2020. Dreamscape demands a contemplation of interconnectedness — the space between ourselves and every other thing is fundamentally similar, existing within and beyond awareness.
Similarly, my piece “Our House” is a form and structure emerging from a loose watercolor wash wherein I attempt to literally draw out the feelings of home — an animate idea shared in our collective memories. Here, the loose colors of ‘house’ is the space which births the lines of ‘home,’ complementary yet self-transcendent. “Latent” more specifically explores the choreography of art-making. The piece’s name, and form, are reminiscent of the late-night energies it was created with. The process of creating this piece was a meditative dance, concretized in paint, bringing the ephemeral into the physical, acting as a portal in a way.
In “Breath,” I am reflecting on the collective pandemic trauma’s physicalization in space. The piece was inspired by the textures and forms of various cloth masks that I have — the two vertical lines represent both elastic ear-pieces on masks, and two socially distanced people — both of which are physically separated but vitally united in effort. A mouth-like liminality emerges as these two lines define and transcend boundaries between the internal and external, from the cellular to the societal.
As for the poems, “Fawning From Vitality,” is an exploration of temporalities. Reflecting on the smallness of the present in the grandiosity of existence, it is an attempt to cope with the fatigue of searching for meaning across temporal leaps and bounds. Likewise, “Refraction” is an exploration of spatiality. I wrote this poem on the subway, as my environment refracted into multiplicities of spatial existences of myself, and my fellow-train car passengers. Where the subway train becomes the ancient earthworm, I sifted through the desires and delusions that fill the gaps between ‘here’ and ‘there’ on these mundane paths — offering portals into imaginative infinities.
Live performance of group improvisation, repertoire, and solo self-choreographed work in Paris, France during the Barnard Dance in Paris Summer 2022 showcase.
2022, 22 pages
Written exploratory response to questioning posed by choreographer Deborah Hay, excerpted from Using the Sky: A Dance. Made for an assignment in the Dance Composition: Form course at Barnard College.