Portfolio & Work

  • Refraction

    A poem by Lily Selthofner, 2021.

    Breath by Lily Selthofner

    people all around me

    are they hurting, are they healing?

    are they writing, are they reading?

    are they feeling, seeing

    the world through which they hurry?

    an imperfectly manicured journey, scrolling vulnerability 

    as complex opacity confuses passerby

    eyes blinded by neon lights 

    while hands

    grasp towards what is transparent.

    Do you belong here:

    in the city, on the street?

    or with ancient earthworms digging under your feet?

    may we see each other in timeless hues, idle mysteries uncovered.

  • Curiosity

    A poem by Lily Selthofner, 2021.

    Photo by Lily Selthofner, 2022.

    wheels push the days into months

    learned figures of god to follow

    reality left unswallowed

    loving hugs to marvel

    with memories of source preceding,

    beauty lingering

    may each young vessel of potentiality

    emerge unscathed, wrapped in the knowledge of birdsong

    into each coming day and month

    a baby, growing old

    growing up.

  • Concrete Talons

    A poem by Lily Selthofner, January 13, 2022.

    Photo by Lily Selthofner, 2022.

    scavenging

    little moments of daydream escape.

    from school bus to subway train

    I travel

    to and from the same location.

    roads paved, from rural hometowns

    to massive Manhattan highways

    everyone waits

    for the light to change.

    We are all the same.

    Fill my backpack with your labored desires,

    so you may rest. sweet relief 

    remains submissive

    to the beck and call of heavy traffic.

  • Fatigues

    A poem by Lily Selthofner, November 7, 2021.

    Numbness by Lily Selthofner.

    hunger left unsatiated

    by an empty break.

    berate the day– 

    arrive late

    to every calling.

    a fragile child

    gripping heavy wrists

    tackles an impossible option– 

    feel or function?

    stagger through the thick mud of self-hatred

    reach for the door–

    before the enemy consumes.

    bland years stink of decay

    the soldier remains

    shackled to the frail bed frame.

  • Seven Minutes

    A poem by Lily Selthofner, 2021.

    Photo by Lily Selthofner, 2022.

    decibels sway, 

    ache and echo.

    overwhelming,

    sentimental.

    rolling wheels screech. 

    ebb and flow

    effervescent urban glow

    alarms the tired benches of gray halls,

    weeping into blankets

    of cold, timeless boredom.

  • Full Moon in Aries

    A poem by Lily Selthofner, Oct. 2021.

    A Constellation by Lily Selthofner

    don’t part

    from dreams. open eyes

    release 

    anxiety

    one foot forward

    the other lingers 

    behind 

    until the next swing.

    a dip plunging in

    seek refuge in its entirety

  • Climbing, Lost

    A poem by Lily Selthofner, November 2, 2021, Manhattan, NY.

    An Optimistic, Nostalgic Tree by Lily Selthofner

    ‘Uphill battles should never be climbed –

    alone.

    find a perch, enjoy the view

    nostalgic perceptions

    wander towards the present 

    where I may seek to take an easy step with you.’

  • Sleepy Time

    A poem by Lily Selthofner, 2022.

    Photo by Lily Selthofner, 2019.

    night and shade,

    moments of vacancy,

    lunar possibility cuts the haze

    enlisting seeds to grow in the ground

    where my burdens lay, buried

    ruins to scrounge 

    eating away decades

    as human habit splices 

    my days

    into tiny stars in the darkness.

    stones unturned, 

    lying mysteriously about my cave.

  • Coffee

    A poem by Lily Selthofner, Feb. 2, 2021.

    Photo by Lily Selthofner, 2019.

    What does it mean to begin a day? 

    to sit reluctantly in the teasing sun.

    a shaky early-spring chill 

    sedated by hot coffee.

    as the breath of bright wind

    cools the fire of man’s 

    uncomfortable expectations in my cup.

  • Fawning From Vitality

    A poem by Lily Selthofner, 2020.

    Our House by Lily Selthofner.

    29,200 days. 0.003425% today.

    squeezing by,

    importance creeps behind my ears, 

    churning purpose from a pile of silly putty. 

    swimming endlessly in thoughtful blunder

    each mortal moment

    neglected

    time transcended

    in the idle space of days wasted.

  • Sunshine, Early Spring

    A poem by Lily Selthofner.

    Monarch Fragments by Lily Selthofner

    once in a lifetime.

    behind my eyes i lie

    cheek to cheek with the holy portal.

    press my face into the ground.

    submerge me in your comfort,

    knees rugged with pressure. 

    a champagne glint draws me like a compass – 

    heat between skin and clothes: disrobe.

    unleash your hidden gold.

    eyes squinting against my sunlight

    as I finally wander 

    through galaxies and prairies alike.

  • Upward Spiral

    Upward Spiral is an experimental Screendance documentary that navigates the subjective embodiment of selves, objects, and spaces, forging paths between aloneness and togetherness.

    I created Upward Spiral to explore the subjectivities of embodiment that hover in the gaps between ourselves and the living world: public and private selves, the butterfly effects of pasts, presents, and futures, inner children and adults, responses to life’s traumas and joys, complex growth and simple being.

    First, I worked with cast members one-on-one to create single-shot films that explored how sacred objects, spaces, and routines are embodied within their internal lives. Woven together, these individual experiences portray collective rituals and moods of identity and grounding – as represented by the ‘object-altar’ – where meaning meets material in the body.

    I also collected 43 drawings, where I asked people to draw their response to the question: “How do you feel in your body right now?” During the rehearsal process, my cast and I explored how movement can influence, represent, and be inspired by ‘body drawing’ as a shared mode of articulation. We also played games and journaled to explore where the self changes between in connection, isolation, safety, and freedom – these processes culminated in a series of audio interviews in the film.

    Altogether, the interconnection of many intense subjective experiences guides the audience through a fundamentally human Upward Spiral toward a more articulately embodied togetherness in this experimental film.

    December 2022

    Screenings:

    CoLab Performing Arts Collective Fall 2022 Showcase

    Pop-up: Screendance Showing

    upward spiral